Saturday Night

Was a good one.
Nice new friends, good music, good feelings.
Evidence:

An Open Ended Sky

Battleship potemkin

my what fire you hold in your eyes

Some people never change at all

No sleep for me last night. The foxes were out

I love true blood.

I hate leaving things until the very last minute. Again. Bed is not even an option

I love the vampires who come out at night

October 2nd 2008

David came over last night.

I love the abstract visions I see of him. The underside of his face, his body against mine.

We were so naked, so perfect. Nothing could ever take away from that.

Today I decided my life

Or some of it.
I ofically decided I want to join the Marine Corps.
Not just that I want to, but that I'm going to.

Taking Chance is really what put me over the edge.
I can't stand just sitting around anymore.
I want to take action, to do something, and be a part of something
bigger than myself.

I spent about an hour untying the flag some kid was using for a hammok in the Goo Lagoon
And hung it up over the train bridge.
I think I'll go back there tomorrow morning to write Freedom Isn't Free near it.

The days leading to summer are always longest

And that holds some truth.
I spent the day with my favorite today.
I like seeing him outside of the hallways, very nice boy.
I showed him the house on River road. He seemed to enjoy it.
We spent most of the time talking, and me being a big flirt.
But hey, it works.

Though he was a little akward with it, I'm sure it'll smooth out in time.
I had a good day though.
Managed to take a few nice shots form the day.

I was drowning under the trees

for the rain has lasted nine days. Nine.
until today, the sun is winning it's battle.
Clouds are leaving it be.
It did falter for a bit, i was begining to worry.
I can't stand the grey. I need the sun. Photosysthesis cannot happen otherwise.
Besides, i don't like to be white. The world needs shadows
It is friday, and it may be a party tonight.
I've been out of the nightlife for so long.
But for now i will revel in rays.

Today is saturday bluebird

and the day is beautiful outside.
Reaching up to the 70's.
The sun is spreading all kinds of yellow love outside;
Recieved a call from Anthony, wanted to hang out in Westhampton today
will bike over in a bit.
Going to dress first, so i can apply to work
Summer is almost here, i can feel it.

Winter has slipped through the fingers

And i don't mind so much. Still it's hard to believe it's already midway through April.
A month and a half more, and it'll be summer again.
Though i do need to start looking for jobs. It'll be nice to have money, only to leave here.
I'm probably going to try the country club, a friend said he's going to end up there too, if he can't be with the dutch boys in the bakery.
Maybe that's what I'll do this weekend. Sammy's back.
Also a stop at the salvation army is in order. Possibly tomorrow, who knows.
The world is our oyster.

Whatever you heard

Well let's just go with that.


Was going to head out tonight stargazing, but stayed inside instead
The clouds were begining to move in, and the boy couldn't drive out here.

My dreams of the Northwest were shattered this morning. I'll never forgive them.
But i will miss them like crazy. Still do. Always will. That's just how he is, and i love it.